busy busy busy.

but soon done with classes and i will care more about my blog.
i'm not giving up on it. just to let you know.

today: picnic with some friends and then go out to dance some.

over and out.

some changes

so it has been crazy lately (the reason why i haven't updated my blog, sorry). BUT have changed some things - will not write a test on saturday and therefore not having THAT much to study. i'm so relieved and a little bit less stressed out. phu. just 3 other classes to work on..

then all (well, two) b-day parties are over. it's nice to have family parties but tiering too since it's so much things to prepare! well it all turned out good and now it's only the big day left, when i'm turning 25. yay.

can't wait until wednesday. not only because of my b-day...will also spend some time with an amazing person. can't believe it! have some really busy days but now only good stuff and not only school things. feels amazing.

it has been hard to breathe for some days...but the air is coming more and more. amazing air in my life.
hope you'll have a good monday!


a break

i need a break from e v e r y t h i n g. so i am sort of takin' one.

stressed out and feeling crappy.

over and out.

I am awake!

Woke up (without my alarm) at 6:33AM. weird, but good 'cause i was planning on to get up early and study. 5 points to me, at least. so been reading and writing some on the school forums for my classes and now heading to organize (in the way to make a schedule of how much to read and learn every day in another class). i'm just gonna be home. cozy clothes, no make up and books in front of me. yeah.

this week
- monday: study
- tuesday: study, a meeting
- wednesday: work some and study
- thursday: do grocery shopping, bake, clean and prepare for my b-day party, study (?)
- friday: clean, prepare some for the evening when some relativs are coming (who can't come on saturday)
- saturday: prepare for the b-day party, b-day party
- sunday: the archipelago (?), study

have some other things to squeeze in between too. gaaah.
10 points to me after this crazy week.

Sunday evening and music memories

A few minutes ago I realized  that it's pretty dark in my room. Where did the sun go? Oh, it's late! Time is running away (me like..sort of). Have spent my day to watch a musical my niece and nephew performed with some other kids. Then had fika with a friend I haven't seen for a long time. Really cozy and nice - Thank you for such a great company! Took the tram back to my parents, ate some dinner and then msn. I loooove msn nowadays (even though i wish that I didn't have to use it in many ways). Have found some old music (different cd-recordings of the choir I used to be a part of). Gaaah, memories.

Gotta wake up early tomorrow morning. Have to study A LOT. It's crazy now...and plenty of other plans, meetings and preparation this coming week. A little bit stressed out. Want May to be over. Welcome June. BIG TIME!

My stomach hurts - again. Hate it and I am so, so, SO tired of it.

Has been a good weekend with a lot of talking with friends and family I haven't seen in a while. Awesome.
I miss my love.

Hello Monday.

back in town

so i am back in town after some good days with a friend. was three years ago since last time i saw her so it was about time. good food, fika and plenty of talking time. me like.

saturday and i am gonna try to study..but not in the mood for it AT ALL.

miss this (pic).
want to be there instead.

a short trip!

Going on a short trip now, will be back in town tomorrow night.

See ya´.

over and out.

Cover me

did this a few months ago, i think. kind of funny.

1. Put Your iTunes on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments after the song name.

What do your friends think of you?

Alltid där (Always there)

If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
I'll Follow You Tonight

How would you describe yourself?

What do you like in a girl/guy?
Love For a Child

How do you feel today?
Bortom det Blå

What is your life's purpose?

What is your motto?
I Have Nothing

What do you think about very often?
Light a Candle

What do you think of your best friend?
Don't Make Me Wait Too Long

What is your life story?
While My Guitar gently Weeps

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Kiss the Girl

What's your theme song?
O, Helga Natt

What will they play at your funeral?

What is your hobby/interest?
When It Comes To You

What is your biggest fear?
Journey to the Cemetary

What is your biggest secret?
Pour out your spirit

What do you think of your friends?
Feel it coming on

What will you post this as?
Cover me

thoughts about "home" and "home-home"

it's weird (but in a pretty good way SOMETIMES) to have two homes in two different worlds. well. i will probably call sweden and my parents' home for "home-home" since i've grew up here and lived here for almost 20 years. then we have my other home, which i call "home". it's in the states and the apartment i share with my love. the problem in my world right now is that i have moved to the states and love my life there with my love but i have to be in sweden, i'm forced to (don't have a visa right now). it's screwed. i miss my "home" and don't really feel like i want to be "home-home". makes me a little bit sad. or i miss so much.


my love will come to sweden in 6 weeks and will stay for about 7 weeks before we go back "HOME".
i'm gonna visit a friend tomorrow i haven't seen in 3 years. so i'm not gonna be "home-home" for two days. yay.

been studying today - finished a paper. 5 points to me. y e a h. and i will read some so i don't have to bring that many books on the bus tomorrow.

my mouth hurts..or it's my right side jaw (is that the correct word?). whatever. it hurts. have i been talking too much crap? maybe? probably been sleeping weird. as usual.

i want to get spotify...but can't. need an invitation? anyone?

gotta read some blogs now and later on some school books. woo hoo. gosh, need to pack too. i'm busy now.


Uppsala - the last of April & Hi May!

Beautiful day. Craziness and y e a h.
Had a lot of fun!