this is drivin' me crazy...
CAGE, AUDIT, DUDIT, GGT, ASAT, ALAT, MCV, CDT, HAD, ICD-10, DSM-IV, ADDIS, ADDIS-ung, SCID, MINI, ASI, ADAD and DOK. but i'm getting to know it more and more..
- been to church (the first of advent - service) and the kids sang = cuties!
- finally seen my cousins (haven't seen them since summer)
- celebrated my youngest niece who turned 1 year some days ago.
- talked to my love (and think i'll call again..gosh, i'm so in love ♥)
- changed my curtains
- been drinking some "Glögg" (link), eaten some "Lussekatter" (link) with cozy candles all around me.
..this is just making me smile.
gonna check apartments on the internet now. yes, i'm stuck and dreaming big.
the star is up!
i love this tme of the year.
my star is up and it's the first of advent tomorrow - crazy, but awesome and so cozy! haven't updated this blog that much lately and the reason is simple: i'm busy (as i told in the other post). BUT i'll have my test in the end of next week (friday) and it will be a little bit more relaxing after next weekend = hopefully more updates here.
busy busy busy
as you probably can understand through my non-existing updated blog, i'm pretty busy. gaaah. will i survive these coming 8 months? have started my internship (love it), studying for a test and writing papers. it's like full time times at least 2. anyway. i'm not gonna get bored, for sure. but..
...i wanna live with my love. hate the distance and the time difference. hate it. just want to enjoy everyday life with the most important person in my life. but, one day..
gonna study some more now and then go to bed early since i have to get up 05:45.
well...i've seen these walls now (non-stop) since last wednesday. yep. i've been sick over a week now. gaaaah. but i'm feeling way much better now and i'm fit for fight. the sad thing is that it feels like everyone are busy. hey, i wanna fika or do something..anyone? my goal is to go downtown tomorrow afternoon and hopefully have some fika. wish me luck. (i miss my life in the states big time now)
i'm home today and the rest of the week. hmpf. it SUCKS, big time..but i'm coughing too much. don't think alot of people want to be around me.
mom called me earlier today and told me to take a walk around the block today..like a test to see if i can make tomorrow and start my internship. thought it was a good idea and got dressed (a little bit excited to wear "real" clothes for the first time since-i-don't-know-when). many layers, scarf, hat, gloves, boots and so on...
gaaaaah, it's FREEZING here in sweden! (haven't been out that much since i came back from the states because i've been sick almost the whole freekin' time). i was so cold the 6 min walk..and i was coughing my lungs out...oh, well. it felt like it. so i don't know. did i pass or did i fail the test? can i make it tomorrow? i don't know. gonna take the discussion with mom later on. cross your fingers. please.
i'm tired of being sick and i wanna live life.
now: fix some lunch and then write on my paper...
is life coming back?
i think so. have been sick since last wednesday and been sleeping ALOT since then too so i better be well very soon. but i can feel life is coming back to me again. phu. some pics that my love took the last day i was in the states. really fallish. mmm, but can't wait for a cozy christmas. the best of them all.
no road trip for me with my family. i'm a wreck or really sick would be another way to put it (NOT swine flue as far as i know). can't remember last time i was this sick. it sucks and i'm home alone too..i'm lucky and so thankful that my love is calling me every now and then to check on me though. thanks ♥.
just needed some time to complain. have moved downstairs and placed myself in front of the big tv and will watch some shows now. perhaps idol later on. gonna try to eat some too (haven't been quite that successful on that area today..shame on me).
hope you're all having a good friday night/day.
couldn't come up with any good subtitle of this post. yeah. 5 inspiration points to me. it's thursday and i am sitting here, listening to music, feeling emotional in many ways (amazingly happy, in love, sad, missing my love and so on and so on and so on). i should, as usual, write on my paper but have NO inspiration. i know i will get it done but i hate that it's all gonna be so stressful (deadline is not until january). it's grey out and snowing every now and then. i'm coughing big time and i hate it. so annyoing. anyway. going on a road trip tomorrow with ma, pa, sis and her kids tomorrow until sat. woo hoo. gonna be fun, interesting and i don't know. haven't done that for a long time. haven't seen two of the three kids since august so it's gonna be wonderful to hug them tomorrow. today is a day when i really miss being in the states with my love. the life i have there...it's so different compare to here and it's a process to get used to everything all over again and to be without my love. it's hard. oh, well. gonna try to find some more articles i need for my paper. yeah.
our cat zola tried to talk to me yesterday on msn..love this pic.
back in Sweden!
So I made it back to Sweden (hate to fly). Feels weird in many ways but good at the same time (just wish my love was here and Zola, our cat). Anyway..just a short note here right now. Brb.